Ok, so, Sunday the 22nd of December 2024 and the title of today's reflection is going to be A LOT TO DO. So, like I've spoken on this subject like so many freaking times before in the past because I always have a lot to do and today of all days like I literally need to be in two places
at the same time. how I'm gonna pull that off I don't know but for goodness sakes like um it's just like a situation where for me it drives me like proper insane in it it makes me like insane like well it doesn't make me say but it's just jarring like how not only is it something that I continue to kind of like come and not only is it something that kind of like remains very relevant and kind of like my daily routine but it's also kind of like an element that continues to prop up because I am not kind of like addressing the issues that keep putting me back in this situation where I need to be in two places
at the same time and that's the thing that's frustrating. Unfortunately even though this is like not rap related, this is not music related, it does actually affect my personal and my creative career. It's one of those things and one of those situations where like man, like I've always kind of like recognized that for the most part, especially kind of like in lower class areas, right? Like time is not really on our hands and you know, wealth isn't really on our hands.
So really and truthfully, we're left in this kind of like really tight spot where we have to manage the time that we do have, the little time that we do have and the little money that we do have between ourselves, between the people that we fall in love with, between the people that we have children with and our kids and then the parents that we inherit, the parents that obviously are biologically linked to us,
extended family, so on and so forth. But, which is annoying because it's kind of like, you don't even have the time and you don't have the resources to pursue the things that you love. And whilst all of these critiques might be very external, I also need to look within myself because again,
that's another thing that's frustrating. I know that there are certain places and certain elements that I can tackle in order to effectively put more time and more wealth kind of like in my favor. But that would be it from me for now. I'm looking forward to again just being able to come out of this kind of like weird place that I'm at in my creative life and really come out you know you know swinging at the fences if that makes sense because I feel like I've
gone through like a pretty like down period like it's not necessarily a break it's just more so kind of like a coping you know kind of like a step back like a coping mechanism but yeah until next time peace
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