Okay, so it is now Tuesday, Tuesday 16th of January 2025 and Music wise I've been a little bit. What's the word for it? I've been a little bit lethargic if I'm being honest Creatively I seem to be in a bit of a funk. I still wouldn't call it right. You know writers block I'll just basically call it procrastination. I'll call it perfectionism or whatever it is, but I'm also very disorganized as well like again I've spoken about this before but for anybody who doesn't know me or doesn't understand what I do, I'm a rap artist. I basically put music together.
The message is effectively very simple. I use my art to kind of like understand myself because I really think it is important to understand myself and I hope that this art and this motion inspires you to do the same. And to add a little bit more source to that, you know, there is a well, there is a well, like a very very deep well to who you are and I'm of the opinion that you haven't gone to the greatest depths of that well, there will always be deeper to kind of like discover yourself.
But yeah, so effectively I'm trying to put this music together, this rap music together for you guys to listen to, but I've got different projects in different places and you know to make matters worse, although this isn't something that I despise, it's something that I actually enjoy. You know, there is a narrative and there is not a storyline but there is definitely like a narrative so to speak and you know it's a narrative that I guess you guys aren't being privy to but it's kind of like every song that I release comes with a certain like,
maybe like a back story or maybe some kind of like context that goes behind it and that context is effectively like you know, the tripartite of the three headed dragon. It's a, you know, the title of what I've just said is inspired by Freud's The Tripartite. I think, I don't know what it's called, I think it's the Edo, the Tripartite or whatever it is. It's something to do with one of his theoretical models. But effectively within me, when I say within me, what I mean to say is that there are three states of mind. And both of these three states, all of these
states of mind are inspired by Freud's, again, I think The Tripartite, I don't know what it is. But you've got the selfish, you've got the selfless and you got you right in the middle, the person, the conscious. And all of these states of mind again like music, it's all basically categorized into three different, into these states of mind. And it colors and it shapes not just the tone of the music, it also shapes the messaging, it shapes all of that. So with all of that being said, like I've got the creative kind of like stuff that I'm struggling to manage
but then I also have the, I guess the business aspect of it that I'm trying to manage? Because again, I still need to use music to make money out of it, because otherwise, I have to divide my time with what I love doing, with things that just effectively bring the money that I need to survive.
But anyway, with all of this being said, like, I guess I'm in my own chaos. You know, I'm disorganized and so on, I'm lethargic. But I'm patient with it, and I'm taking my time to chip away at these things, because you know what? If I'm not patient, I will give up very quickly.
And you know, music was never straightforward music is never it's not simple It's not something that you can achieve and you can just basically get something right tomorrow It takes time and time and time and time again You've got to be organized with everything that you do and you've got to put in You know a great deal of effort to make sure that you stay organized in that way But with all of that being said hopefully I'll have a song out soon, but um trust me
You can trust me on this when I say that when I do have that song out It is gonna pack a lot more value than just your regular everyday music that's uploaded 120,000 times to Spotify every day.
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