Thursday the 29th of August 2024 and the title of today's reflection is going to be as easy as I thought. Or was it? Well, I don't know. Kind of like, I'm at the end of the day. I'm at the end of the day and like you know, I have reason to just basically smile.
I have reason to smile. But at the same time, I also have a reason to effectively ask myself what is it that I could have done to effectively execute this task better. So for anybody that doesn't know, again I've been trying to break out of this cycle of procrastination when it comes to just me completing my website. I do need to get to a point where I do complete my website because I effectively need to start promoting
effectively promoting myself, promoting my own music and effectively kind of like inviting other people to effectively like a feature I guess in one way or another or in some shape or fashion on my website. It's kind of like inviting somebody to your house, like you know you don't invite them in when your house is messy for the most part anyway. You make sure that everything is in place before you invite people in. Maybe not so much with a house but definitely with an event you make sure that you know if it's an event if it's a birthday party you make sure
that everything is in place. You don't start to kind of like you know bake the cake as people are you know as people are you know halfway through like kind of like coming into the building like that cake is already there from the beginning if that makes any sense. And kind of like this process has compelled me in a sense to kind of start to focus on the sections of my website that aren't finished. So like, you know, the origin section of my website
which can be found underneath the MXE tab. Like, you know, there's absolutely nothing there. But what is supposed to be there, I guess to a certain degree, is effectively the story of how everything happened. How did I come to be the person that I am today? Or at least how did I come to be the person who aspires to be the person that I want to be tomorrow? How did all of that happen? And you know, I guess in a certain way, like, you know, I guess I plan to just sort of like write, you know, have a brief write up of like, you
know, where, where everything started, like where I was, who I was, how I felt, etc. And because like there are no rules for how these things kind of like come about, because there's no kind of like way of doing it, there's no right or wrong way. I find myself often getting stuck in this kind of like loop, like you know effectively asking myself if I'm doing it right. I mean I know of course you know there is no right or wrong way of doing it but because there is no right or wrong way
of doing it, there is you know and of course I come from as many people, many people such as yourself do come from like you know backgrounds in school and places like you know where there is a clear and definitive line between right and wrong You start to continue continue to like question yourself and second-guess yourself so like you know I was in this process Where I was just the best basically trying to carry on with his write-up I knew I wanted it to be brief to a certain extent. I wanted it to be brief
I believed that I should have been brief because nowadays people's attention spans aren't that great, however, you know, when I kind of like started writing this, I realized that no, like this needed some depth, this needed like, you know, context, this needed life, it needed love, it needed attention, it needed expression and so, like you know, I didn't think, I didn't realize that I was basically going to set myself up to write way longer than I thought and I was going to think a lot harder than I thought but I'm at the end of it I guess I finished it and now like you know I'm in the process where I can begin to start
setting it up and make the place you know make this section of the website look nice because it's just supposed to be informative it's going to be the place where people will go to you when they want to learn and find out more about me if they you know it's going to be as effectively going to be that place and I'm hoping that I'm going to be able to make it look nice and at least it's going to function like a normal website because I guess that's what I want That's what any artist wants at the end of the day because if it's not functional if it doesn't work then what is the point?
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