Wednesday the 2nd of October 2024 and the title of today's reflection is Bullseye. So effectively I've been sitting on this piece of writing that I was supposed to finish to kind of like be more precise. It's a verse that somebody gave me an opportunity to do and for some
reason like I just haven't been able to kind of like come around to it. As of late, if I'm really being sincere, like, life has felt like the motion and the flow of life has very, very much felt like I'm trying to
catch a series of mosquitoes from like a complete, I want to say like a horde, or even a hornet, if that's, if that makes sense, from like a hornet of mosquitoes. And I'm constantly in the process of trying to catch everything, just making sure that I catch everything at the same time, or catch everything at the appropriate time, if that makes sense. And that's just basically the way that life has felt, if I'm being sincere with that one. So, it's kind of like, this is something that I've always, always, always tried to get back to,
always, always, always tried to get back to, to, you know, kind of like the best of my ability, at least I think it's the best of my ability. And I've never actually been able to come around to it, except for today, when I was actually finally able to set some time aside and I was able to effectively just kind of like get this verse delivered. Unfortunately, there's just a bunch of things that are just effectively happening in my life.
There are forms that I need to fill for different purposes on different departments, in different aspects and avenues of my life, that I'm just completely forgetful. I have no other way of effectively expressing that, if I'm being sincere. There's no other way that I can express it, there's no other way that I can understand it, there's no other way that I can see it, perceive it. It is just something that I'm currently struggling with at the moment, I've been kind of like in environments and I've been in sort of like places where, I don't know,
for lack of a better way of putting it, it just doesn't work. And you constantly need to be on the go and you constantly kind of like need to make sure that you keep up with everything. And so, I don't know, kind of like with this verse, I'm kind of like happy that I was finally able to get it done because whilst it's something that it made me very, very happy to do, that doesn't take away anything from the stuff that I kind of like do need to pursue.
And I might not be the busiest person on the freaking planet, but it's just the way that I've been feeling. I don't know if it's something that is going on with what I'm eating, what I'm drinking, whether I'm sleeping enough, but life just feels like I'm just constantly trying to catch these tiny little mosquitoes and they're all flying so fast. So with that being said, I'm glad I was able to get this done because definitely I don't regret writing for this verse. I've written it, I've enjoyed it, it's been fun.
And hopefully I'll be able to, something great will come of it. But either way, I'm just happy that I'm just pleased and I'm happy with myself. I'm accomplished that out of everything I was able to do this one task because it's been sitting on my freaking thing for a while.
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