Thursday the 10th of October 2024 and the title of today's reflection is going to be Catering the Livestock. So, I've arrived at a certain point in my life where I have so many things going on to the point in
which I have no time for all of these things and therefore I've found myself in this hole, so to speak, where I effectively have, because I am not able to effectively commit to everything, I effectively commit to nothing, which kind of like has put me in this very strange parallel where I effectively have so much time on my hands because I don't have any time on my hands at all to do the things that I'm supposed to do, so effectively nothing gets done, if that makes any sense at all.
But without rambling on too much about that, for some reason, as a result of that situation, I've now found myself in a position where whenever a day comes, and the days do come of course, but on each day I effectively decide to do one thing and one thing only.
And I guess that's the one thing that I accomplish whilst everything else effectively kind of gets prioritized for a later date. And for some reason today I decided to record a song. This is a song that effectively comes from like years, years ago, I guess at this point, where I kind of like found myself in a very different place in my life, if that makes any sense at all.
Like there used to be a period where I didn't have what I have before me, a microphone to record my reflections, studio monitors to work on my music, alongside an Apple Mac with a microphone and an audio interface and all the knowledge and the ability to effectively make my own music. I didn't even have an ability to make music. So it was definitely a different period in my life and there were many aspects about my life that were very different.
I wasn't a father, I wasn't a husband yet. And for some reason, was had the intention to put these songs out however like I have been kind of like not necessarily slowed down I've been diverted in if that's a that's an appropriate word I've been diverted to sort of like
you know focus on other things kind of like laying the foundation down so that these songs can actually kind of like you know like seeds they can actually grow in a fertile land if that makes any sense at all but yeah like this song in particular like I mean I know that I had plans for recording it and releasing it at some point, alongside with all the other songs that kind of like come from that era and that period of my writing.
But yeah, for like some reason, I don't know, like I just decided to record it yesterday, which was kind of like random. But it was definitely a therapeutic experience. It turns out I've got quite a lot of things from my past that I need to kind of like a sort of like address Musically, but then also I want to say therapeutically via therapy, but yeah that was a bit effectively like my today and Hopefully I'll be able to have an update for you guys tomorrow Like I really do need to kind of like start to organize myself And how I kind of like communicate my reflections because I'm beginning to again have so much to talk about that I end up talking about nothing at all.
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