Okay, so Thursday the 19th of December 2024 and you know what like I You know, what can I pick apart in this room right now that I can observe? Okay, I've got a basket over here, right? And this basket is full of cables. It's full of like Miscellaneous different items the worst type of
items by the way And when it comes to that tidying things up you get a lot of big things you get a lot of like little things, you get things in the middle and then you get the miscellaneous stuff. Stuff that you can't, you know, think of straight away to place in a given house or in a given room. I know I've gone off on a crazy tangent but I'll try and bring it back to topic. Again, I'm looking at this basket and it looks, however it looks, like, you know, again I could completely like take everything apart in a sense. I could just basically reorganize all the freaking cables, I can then sort of like organize and sift and sort through that basket and put things in more particular places
but effectively I'm looking at it right now and it is what it is, it literally is what it is. It's something that I'm effectively trying to accept in my life because again I personally feel that this perfectionism aspect of me, this OCD aspect of me is basically just damaging and it's ruining and it's voiding the quality of my life, I mean for goodness sakes. I've decided to live and lead a life as a father, as a husband, where I'm effectively kind of like living in a house with things that move all the time, people that move all
the time, you know, kids that want to play all the time, animals that want to interact all the time and things never stay still. It definitely kind of like makes me busy but it's just one of those things that there is no such thing as perfectionism in the world where you, in a world where you live with kids and animals. But with all of that being said, I feel like I'm going to call the title of today's reflection, I'm not going to call it, it is what it is, I'm going to call it, what it isn't.
And effectively, the whole takeaway from it is that irrespective of whether I do well or I don't do well in life, I am doing, I am being, that is my essence and you know I try to effectively to take that lesson and you know just effectively feel less harsh about the way that I feel and try not to judge the way that I'm feeling just to live as a human being that doesn't spend as much time in one's own head as I have done for goodness knows however many years banging my head against the wall constantly trying to make sense of something that maybe really and truthfully doesn't really need to be made sense of at all. Life is chaos, chaos is life, and that's just really it.
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