Okay so right now to the best of my knowledge I believe it is Monday the 6th of May 2024 and right now I'm parked outside my you know one of my favorite restaurants kind of like where I just basically get on with my side hustle hustle go on my side hustle in peace
peace and quiet I haven't recorded any reflections like literally like up until now it's been about two days and at the moment I've got like mixed emotions and mixed feelings I don't even
know how to describe it you know it's funny because like the last reflection that I recorded before I was in high spirits and literally that two hours three hours after that I just went you know I just nosedived right down into this abyss you know that I've been finding it pretty difficult to climb out of in terms of like attitude, mood, mindset and all of these things. It's just been a bit crazy if you ask me. At the moment, my life continues to clash with my desire, the things that I really want
to do. For example, this Sunday I've been invited to go to this show in central London. As far as I'm aware and the way that I'm guessing it is that it's going to be a grime, a grime related show, something that I wouldn't necessarily gravitate towards because as a rap artist I'm more hip hop and trap orientated. I'm more orientated towards that sound. So like you know I'm much I'm much you know I do believe I like belong to the freaking you know to the hip-hop the hip-hop sound and the trap sound and stuff like that so you know a
part of me does want to go massively but at the same time a part of me doesn't because I've got so much money that I need to make so that I don't get evicted and that my family doesn't end up like just sitting down like you know outside of freaking post office begging for change so yeah that's literally that my update for today I don't really have anything else to say like I'm pretty certain I'm about to get called to like pick up some food to deliver but until I come up with something else better to say I guess is until next time.
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