Okay, so I think at the moment I'm looking at Friday the 5th of July 2024. It's currently like 20 minutes past 2 in the afternoon and I'm on my way to Slough to kind of like make an acquisition. An acquisition? I hope I said that right. I'm basically kind of like making an acquisition.
One that I don't really want to go into too much detail in at the moment. But I mean it is for the hope and for the betterment of kind of like my financial situation. Hopefully it will kind of like make sense as time goes on because at the moment I'm not going to lie. I'm very nervous. I'm not really sure about what I'm doing and I'm very scared that things might not turn out the way I hope them to turn out anyway. So like yeah, I mean I'm not sure if anybody's going to be able to hear this but right now I'm literally on the underground somehow some way I've kind of like managed to get my you know my
recording device to basically work on the battery which is great but I think like a focal point of today's kind of like reflection was basically something that happened this morning something that wasn't supposed to happen but then it kind of like it was a situation that led me to go in you know kind of like making a trip over to like you know you know my partner's friend you know for the purpose of kind of like acquiring like a new sofa and she asked me about my music and I which at that
point at that point I kind of like introduced her to like my latest song which I kind of like wished you know I'm thinking about it right now I kind of like wish I've got to kind of like just like the song on YouTube and leave a couple of fire emojis but yeah like we kind of like got talking and for the very first time I kind of like felt a little bit awkward about sharing my music because it's like, you know, it's that realization that the person that I am behind the microphone
really isn't the person that I normally live in real life. I mean, there's a lot of, I mean, it just goes to show that I really do wear a mask. You know, I really do wear a mask. At this point, I'm not entirely certain if I do it because I'm afraid about how other people are going to perceive me. But it's purely on the notion and the understanding that if people do perceive me a certain way,
it's going to put me in an unfavorable position, if that makes sense. And so I have to kind of like pivot my personality in a couple of ways to kind of like fit my surroundings and fit the scenario, fit the situation. This is something that I think we all do psychologically. At the same time, though, it was very amusing to get her to kind of like read my lyrics because, you know, she kind of like didn't understand like she um you know she
kind of like asked why um I didn't want her to kind of like play the song like in public or kind of like where we were at the time and I said well like you know it's just weird this is weird kind of like somebody listening to my own music you know you know whether they understand it or not and you know it's very weird to just kind of like get somebody to I don't know you know kind of like you know I got her to read the lyrics and then
when she read the lyrics she kind of like, I think she got the point because of the realization that the character that I portray and the character that I am behind the microphone is not the person that I am in real life. And so I'm not used to kind of like portraying that character at all and I don't know how people would react hearing that character. So when she read the lyrics, especially the lyrics about Jeffrey Dahmer, I was just kind of like, it was very amusing and it was very fun but yeah
that's the focal point of today's conversation hopefully I get to Salawa in one piece because even after that I have to kind of like pick somebody up from the airport which is like not far from like where I'm where I'm at well from where I will be I get to pick them up and you know take them back kind of like back to my ways in Kent and yeah hopefully everything will go good there's some let's see how the day goes.
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