Alright Thursday the 23rd of January 2025 and courage was more important You know whenever I think back here to like all of the different I guess and there's been you know in you know There's been countless moments. Yeah where I could have effectively made the decision to just quit this rap thing. Yeah Every single freaking time that I've come close to quitting, courage was more important. And I'm going to be sincere with you, like quitting was so easy. Not only was it easy, it was pleasurable.
I can just go back to, like I'm going to throw in a little secret, although really and truthfully it's not a secret. It's public knowledge to everybody, but it's secret because only, it's only secret because people don't take time to actually look for this information that is all around us but it's you know I'm gonna I'm gonna try to be you know kind of like I'm gonna try and get straight to the point so what it is that I'm trying to say is that I want to be able
to find my words I really do apologize for this but this happens on a frequent basis where in the middle of something is just like my brain goes blank but it just goes to show that maybe I just need to take a drink or something I'm sorry if it is basically kind of it's gonna annoy the left-brained people that just want me to get straight to the point I really do apologize but here we go here we go here we go so I know I started talking about like why courage
was so important or courage was courage I think courage was more important than quitting the thing that I'm trying to say is that look, right now, you know the loophole or the trick to everlasting happiness without needing to upgrade your house, to upgrade your car, to upgrade like your girlfriend, your husband, to upgrade your environment. The loophole behind that is realizing that you don't need to do anything to carry on experiencing the things that you have now, to carry on enjoying the things that you have now.
When I'm talking about now, look, I have a house, I have a job, I have children, I am married, I've got a car, yeah, and all of these things, right, all of these things play a part in my fulfillment, in my happiness and my enjoyment. If I just stopped seeking for more right now, I will enjoy what I have until the day that I pass and possibly even beyond.
But if I continue, yeah, to just basically look for the things that I don't have and focus on the things that I don't have and maybe think like you know I'll be happier if you know I have this or I have that or whatever it is then I am always gonna lean in and I'm always gonna give in to the energy of disappointment the energy of lack the energy of like you know it's always gonna be that and so I don't know what
this actually has to do with like you know the importance of kind of like you know courage was always more important but i'm trying to effectively exemplify the fact that quitting was so easy because i could just basically enjoy what it is that i have now but what it is is that i felt like you know i genuinely feel like in all of those moments where i felt like quitting and i just wanted to give up there up, there were things and when I say there were things, there were just reasons that when I thought about it, you know, and it scared me.
Guys, it scares me to carry on. When I say the thing quitting is so easy because trying to carry on is so hard, do you know how hard it is? I'm going to explain how hard it is and it's not just how hard it is, it's how scary it is. It's me and whatever resources, whatever tiny little resources I can pull up against this big, massive, beastly thing with bloodthirsty red eyes, big huge teeth,
that takes the form of, let's say for example, a career I've never pursued, a certain financial target I've never met, certain people that I need to provide for, right? Or maybe certain skills that I need to obtain. All of these things frighten the brutal fuck out of me, if you don't mind me saying that. They frighten me, bro. And it's always so easy to run away. But, but, when I think about the people that I care about, the people who don't even know that I'm doing this for them.
It was always going to be more important. It was always going to be more important. Courage was always going to be more important than fear.
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