Alright cool, so Tuesday the 18th of June 2024 and this one I'm going to call Cutting the Cord. The reason why I'm calling it Cutting the Cord, is there ever a time where I've started a freaking reflection without saying the reason why. Anyway, the reason why I'm calling this
one Cutting the Cord is because I don't know. For as long as I can remember, like literally I feel like in the last month, in the last
month and a half I've been experiencing like a, you know, almost like a shift, not necessarily in my mindset, but just the things that are happening around me. Like, again, I know I've spoken a lot about my finances, I've spoken a lot about my health, well, maybe I might not have spoken about my health as much as I've spoken about my finances, but like, you know, things have just been like, you know, shifting and it's kind of like put more pressure on me because it's like, um, I'm very, you know, I've been very used to like a certain routine and I've
been keeping on top of things by kind of like being used to this routine and kind of like carrying on in the same exercise again and again and that's how I've been able to be consistent but it's like you know like you know effectively effectively me not having a stable job I haven't had a stable job for pretty much as long as I've been out since prison and it's like you know now that that stable job is kind of like dipped and there's like
literally like less money coming in I feel like there's this like I don't it my friends in recent history have kind of highlighted the nature that you know what I am holding myself back even though you know I would hate to argue that I am holding myself back because in many many cases I am pushing myself out of my comfort zone I am holding myself back in certain areas and it's crazy
it's like you know it's really really crazy because you know what today I've recorded a song that I haven't literally I haven't you know I've recorded a song that I wrote about five years ago and I'm going to release it tomorrow. I don't know how long it's going to take me to get it all sorted out but I'm literally going to release it tomorrow. For the first time in... when was the last time I released a song? The last time I released a song was... I want to say... gosh, it's been a while. Let's just say it's been a while.
I'm definitely cutting the cord. I wouldn't say I'm pulling out all the stops but I'm definitely going to start pulling out more freaking stops and it's going to be interesting to see like what's going to happen because but I have been saying this I have been saying this because I mean even a couple of weeks ago I was talking about how it's going to be interesting the next couple of weeks really are gonna you know they're really going to be pivotal to you know my music
journey because things are going to start shifting and then they're going to start moving forward because of all of these things that just seem to be happening it seems as though that the universe is aligning for my sake and I'm
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