Okay, so Sunday the 26th of May 2024 and today's entry is probably going to concern something that I've written, spoken and shouted about a thousand times before at the very least. Maybe I might be exaggerating a little bit, but to be honest I've spoken about this
enough to the point I've driven myself crazy in the process. Okay, maybe I'm figuratively speaking in that fashion. So effectively like I'm going to need to act upon something in a short space of time.
What that basically means is that I'm going to have to make a decision on something that is going to have a massive impact on my routine and I'm not entirely certain if it's going to pay off. It's a risk that at the moment I'm not exactly certain what the turnout is going to be and I'm not exactly certain what the threats are going to be should this decision not go in my favor.
But it concerns effectively like you know the relationship that I've been talking about a bunch of times before and that is the relationship between the work that gets you paid and the work that fulfills you and kind of like drives your purpose if that makes any sense. Like you know if you're growing up ideally you want to streamline yourself in a way where the work that you do is you know the work that you do for money and the work that you do for passion kind of like they're both the same thing
you kind of like made them both the same thing so that way you don't have to divide your attention between the two of them. Unfortunately in my case because I'm an artist, I'm a rap artist, art doesn't necessarily bring you money in the short term. Like it can do if you are smart enough or if you're entrepreneurial enough. But considering the fact that money is mostly made from like e-commerce rather than you actually expressing something that you want to get off your chest or something that is coming from a painful emotional experience,
the two and two just often, it's hard to get the two and two to go and to go hand in hand. So like right now I'm literally about to rush out tomorrow I'm going to need to rush out again because I'm going to have to act upon this you know I don't want to call it an instinct and I don't want to call it an impulse but it's effectively something that I'm going to need to do because money is running pretty low and you know I need to find a way to balance myself out a little bit. I'm not entirely certain how it's going to go, I guess only time will tell, but I'm a
little bit worried because when I look at my calendar and I look at my schedule, all the things that I need to do, I'm hoping that I'm going to be able to stretch this new venture or squeeze this new venture into my routine. And of course, I'm going to have to make some sacrifices. So some things that I'm already doing already, side hustles, whatever it is, they might have to take a step back so that this new thing may come in and it effectively brings me more money and effectively more time for me to focus on my work.
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