Saturday the 20th of July 2024 and the title of this reflection is going to be disarticulation. So at the moment I'm just literally picturing like you know the method and the manner in which a snake like in order to consume a you know kind of like a product of a large size and a large
volume will disarticulate its own jaw in order to make sure it will size the volume up first and foremost and then it will disarticulate its jaw before beginning to stretch itself around the volume before it is completely swallowed.
And the reason I'm reflecting on this phenomenon or this process is because often at times, you know, I've had to, well, what has actually occurred is that I have often stretched myself thin in the sense of I have often misjudged and miscalculated like either the length of time of a given task or the demand of a given commitment.
So like, you know, I mean, at some point I was working about six jobs, you know, not really being able to commit to all of them at the same time, not really being able to commit to my connections, my relationships, not being able to be consistent or be reliable in any sort of way.
Right now I'm contemplating on disarticulation because the task, I mean one of the things that in some ways I am grateful for is the fact that this new venture that I've now jumped I jumped on as a result of needing to pay the bills and move on with my life has taken up so much of my time that I simply do not have time for anything else. Of course I'm still learning, I'm still in the process of learning, I can definitely, if I put my mind to it, put myself in a position and a rhythm where I get work done within a given
time frame and I'm able to hone in and make myself more efficient and in turn make room for other things. But you know at the moment it's just one of those weird, weird occasions where I just, you know, I guess in a way I'm grateful that I was able to just basically anticipate that this was going to be something that's potentially going to take up a lot of my time and therefore I began to kind of like say no to some of my other commitments and stuff like that. In fact, yesterday I was so exhausted that when my phone rang and my friends wanted to kind of like be on the phone with me, I had
to say to them that look like tomorrow I've got a very, you know, I've got an early start to the morning. I'm going to be very, very busy. It's going to be ridiculous. It's going to be absolutely ridiculous. And so like, you know, just anyway, like I'm just grateful that I'm now beginning to learn like, you know, never to really underestimate the volume and the demand of any given task or commitment.
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