Sunday the 5th of November 2024 and the title of today's reflection is going to be eggshells. So at the moment I'm standing outside the back entrance to like one of my favourite like Chinese restaurants in the whole world. I'm about to put in a couple of hours to see if I can
get some extra cash and at the moment I'm just basically trying to reflect on my day so far like I think it's like coming up to like half past four in the freaking afternoon it's dark as hell like literally the weather is going absolutely like haywire in the sense of like it's like really dark and it's looking like it's about to rain a very good piece and really and truthfully like the past 24, 48 maybe even the last 72 hours if I'm being honest I've kind of felt like a bit of a blur if I'm being sincere like I guess I don't know how to really put it into words I've just been just so focused in the very same way I've been kind of like the
opposite of focus distracted just concentrating on tiny tiny little tasks like you know even though like at the end of the day I'm trying to kind of like achieve like maybe one or two different results that for example get four videos uploaded onto YouTube, Facebook, TikTok, whatever it is. The tiny kind of like individual tasks or the little mini tasks that kind of like need to be done in order to complete the final task just basically took its toll on me and
if I'm being honest I'm not exactly sure where I'm at. Emotionally, physically, mentally like I'm not really sure where I'm at. I feel good, I feel alive, I feel grateful, I feel really happy as a matter of fact, I have plenty of reasons to be happy but my God, has this entire journey just taken its toll on me. And of course, this kind of explains the title of my Freaky Reflections, like Eggshells. Not because I'm stepping on any in particular, but more so because I guess I'm in the position
where I'm in the sort of position where I'm having to deal with a lot and I'm not entirely certain if I can do so emotionally.
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