Wednesday I did something stupid. Whilst I must admit that it was my intention to do something stupid, for some reason I don't know, lately I seem to be falling into a habit of continuously doing stupid things, which is something that I'm trying to control but at the minute it's something that's becoming a little bit difficult.
In any case, Wednesday I did something stupid and it led me to a place where it blew me completely out of my routine. I found myself in bed, I wasn't doing anything at all and I don't think I did a lot for the remainder of the day. Of course I did still try my very best to keep up with the routine of the house and keeping up to date with everything that I've got going on, my exercise, my diary, my reflections which sadly I wasn't able to do which is why I'm now kind of like
four days late or four days behind and I'm now trying to write this reflection or record this reflection on a day when I'm supposed to be scheduling. But with that being said, like you know, I effectively didn't perform as well as I usually would perform on a day where I'm not getting in the habit of doing stupid things. Either way, despite that, there was still a little bit of positivity. Like Wednesday was not as bad as Thursday, but what I will say is that Wednesday was still bad, like you know it still didn't end particularly great. Today was just another day in which I tried to work on this project, like you know I've been working on
this project for about a week now and it is definitely fighting back, it is definitely hurdling and pushing back with a higher demand than what I expected and so it's having a knock-on effect on everything else that I'm doing and the day didn't end particularly well but I do genuinely believe that ultimately it had something to do with just my attitude and that's the reason why, kind of like, you know, I allowed essentially like this thing to just affect me more than that ultimately it had something to do with just my attitude and that's the reason why, kind of like, you know, I allowed essentially like this thing to just affect me more than it's supposed to really affect me, longer than it should affect me.
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