Okay, so Sunday 19th of January 2025 and you know what? It, like you know, my day tends to feel quite, I want to say anti-climatic until I actually step out of my house and you know give my body the opportunity to get what little vitamin D we get on, you know, over on this side of the globe and yeah like you know it's really good as a matter of fact, like you know, it's very nice like, you know, recalling upon the time when I just like, you know, I felt like I
was really glum and, you know, I just really felt like I needed a pick me up and as soon as I stepped outside and I knew that I was going to be outside working for, you know, at least a couple of hours, it really felt refreshing and I was able to like recharge on that basis. And I don't know, man, like, you know, nowadays, it just really feels, it feels like it's pretty hard to have an opinion. Not because of my inability to have one, but just kind of like, you know, I'm struggling to find the reason behind even having an opinion in the first place.
Or I would rather, you know, I guess, contradictions. I've got many friends and I've got many situations and many lifestyles, I guess, that effectively contradict each other. And it's, I guess what I'm trying to say, like, you know, through my experience in kind of like, you know, these situations, these friendships, situationships, whatever you want to call it, I guess I just basically I'm struggling to find the whole purpose of even having a side in the first place. Not because it creates any particular conflict,
not because it adds any meaning or purpose, but purely because it drains so much energy and yet at the same time just achieves so little, if that makes any sense.
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