Okay, okay, so Friday the 14th of June 2024 and it's currently that coming up to 4 p.m. My eyes are halfway open because I'm tired as hell and my brain is absolutely saturated like at the moment like I feel like I'm just in a complete and total state of limbo because I'm not entirely certain if I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing. Now this has got a lot to do with what I've spoken about before in the past where I say that there is no clear way or there's no distinct way of actually paving your way as a rap artist.
There's just basically what most people do and then there's like what some people do and then what unique and very special people do. Like there is no one way of actually kind of like getting it right. It's just basically like you know an insane degree of trial and error right now I'm in a state of limbo because it feels like I've been dedicating the last I don't know 48 hours into something that I'm not even entirely certain I'm supposed to be
dedicating my time to. I'm effectively building my job and my career from scratch because it's like you know you know without that massive label back in and I don't want to turn this into a victim rant on to a like, you know, Oh, poor me type of rant. But, you know, I do want to kind of like, you know, reflect the, the reality of the, you know, the work that I have to face if I am deciding to go down the independent route and not actually get signed to a major label, like
honestly, the work that a major label does just to get an artist broken or to get like one of their songs out there into the universe is absolutely ridiculous because I mean what I've been doing or what I've been trying to do I don't even know if it makes sense I don't know if I'm supposed to be spending more time in the studio or spending my time here trying to dedicate um you know my time to I don't know bringing this social media post to life either way um I'm sure that I'm about to figure out sooner or later. I'm surprised that I'm still going at this point but hey, at least it feels good to be alive.
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