Okay, Monday 20th of January 2025 and you know I'm just trying to effectively like get an idea of you know how my day has gone thus far, you know how my day is going, you know how do I feel that my day is gonna end and it's been a little bit it's been a little bit of a mixed bag like I don't know why I seem to have this habit especially after years of trying to thaw it out and obliterate it completely to just effectively subscribe myself to so many things that I have no time to subscribe
myself to anything at all. Jack of all trades, master of none, you've heard the cliche over and over again as I'm sure. But it's just like, I'll give an example, I have this diary, as a matter of fact it's staring at me in the face. It was bought as a Christmas gift, it's this thing that I do with myself and my first born daughter where we look at a day and we just basically talk about what went well, what we're grateful for and what rating we give it out of 10. The perfectionist in me is trying to keep up with all the days that are going past but it's just like, I
get to the end of the day, I get distracted for about half a minute and the next minute it's like it's in the morning, like the night has completely swooshed me by and I'm just kind of like here, just trying to catch up with things. But yeah, that's just to give you an example of like, you know, not necessarily just how my day is going, it's just more so talking about how, and I'm sure it's there somewhere in the back of my skull, what it is that I'm trying to talk about.
But it's more so to really try to, like it's very hard nowadays to gauge really like you know how my day is going because time is really moving that quickly and you know it's annoying because like there are things that, and yes actually I remember now like I'm trying to effectively like you know commit to all of the things that I hold dear to my heart, the things that I've subscribed myself to but at the moment like A I need to get better on my time management and B I just need to learn how to just kind of like get the axe and cut down all of these subscriptions that I'm making because it's just like you know clearly I don't have the time or the money for them.
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