Okay, so Wednesday the 12th of June 2024 and today has definitely proven to me that I am human. I mean, yes, you know, of course, like, you know, sometimes, like, this is obvious, this is blatantly obvious, of course I'm human, but, like, you know, nowadays with the way in
which technology has developed, the way in which we have progressed as a society. This is something that is actually very easy to forget. Often at times, I often do feel like I'm a machine. I don't necessarily
feel like a machine, I definitely feel human, but it's almost like the expectation is that I just keep on going. The expectation is that I just keep on turning around like a hamster on a wheel, like never really taking a break. It's like, you know, today has proven to me that I'm human because, you know, unlike a machine that can keep on going throughout the days, throughout the nights, doesn't need to go to the toilet, doesn't need to eat. You know, I've, you know, it's hard, it's embarrassing and it's scary to admit the points in which like, you know, you're weak and you're unable to follow through on a certain goal or a promise that you've made to yourself
or to someone else. But you know, the truth of the matter is that I'm not a machine. I'm effectively just a human being. Like, I don't know how else to put it. It's sad because in order for me to fulfill my dream and in order for me to break out of this never-ending cycle of just effectively sacrificing all of my time for very little money, money that isn't enough to even sustain my basic needs, I do need to continue to push in this direction and failure is very very very hard to you know to swallow when you know this is the reality that you know
that you're you know that you this is the reality that you that you're likely to face if you don't follow through and yeah like today has just proven to me that just like everybody else you know I'm human.
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