Alright, so Saturday the 25th of January 2025 and you know like I owe it to myself. I owe it to myself to kind of like keep track and keep record of like you know all the days and all the hours that I've dedicated to becoming the rap artist that I've always wanted to be. Like, you know, the thing is, it's slightly different to having a 9-5 and in that 9-5 having a profession of some sort which I've ranted on about for ages.
You know, it's very different. Like you know, you don't have like, you know, the consistent hours and the paychecks and the, you know, maybe the client, I don't know how to describe it but you don't have that structure to show you that everything that you've been doing up until now has been worth it. Like it's just been throwing and feeding this, not like a machine but it's like you know I'm just putting time and time and energy and energy into this thing, trying to really
just basically sculpt this you know this structure for myself that will effectively like you know enable me not to become self-sufficient from the thing that I enjoy doing. And like you know I feel like many, I'm going to try and you know kind of like rush my way through this unfortunately, but it's kind of like you know after watching interviews from like you know different artists like what I tend to hear and what I tend to notice is that you know many always suffer from that you know even people that artists that have been successful you know rappers that have been successful and have attained
that excess and they have broken through the the net so to speak that they were trying to escape from, they still haven't had that that that penny still hasn't dropped and so with that there's still like this phantom you know kind of like itch or this phantom kind of like pulse that compels them to keep on pushing because they still haven't realized that they've that they've made it. Which is why I'm saying that I owe it to myself to leave this record behind, to leave these reflections, all of this stuff that I'm recording.
Because when I become successful, when I finally get to that pinnacle, people are going to just believe that I just came out from out of nowhere. And I want to leave the proof behind, unlike what no artist, as far as I'm aware, in the whole world has ever, ever done and continue to do by the way right I want to be the guy right to leave that record behind and to show people that if you go to this place you will see every single day I've left a record maybe it's not a
perfect record because I'm not always talking about music but it's a record that shows that this did not happen overnight and I owe that to myself
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