Thursday the 17th of October 2024 and the title of today's reflection is going to be into words. So like I spent majority of the day just effectively kind of like working on the next vlog episode that I'm going to be kind of like publishing and you know it's kind of like hard for me
to put things into words if I'm being sincere, like I'm spending quite a considerable amount of time just basically looking back at some of the work that I've been doing and just
kind of like some of the life that I've been living, I guess, and looking back at some of the things that I've been trying to accomplish. Not necessarily having a bag of mixed emotions, but just almost kind of like not really being sure how to kind of compartmentalize the fact that this is these are all the efforts that I've gone through to try to get that which I wanted from out of life and you know I don't know it's crazy to think that I have kind of like you know I definitely have my work cut out for
myself because like you know as far back as 2020 I have cuts and I have you know documents and I have kind of like memories that were all kind of like created for the purpose of showcasing that which I have to showcase like in the near future like you know this entire journey and how this thing has always been more than just the music like you know it's about you know it's an effort to understand oneself it's an effort to kind of like you know come to terms with one wants purpose kind of
like what what things what things that one must do and things that one mustn't do and all of these other things and stuff like that. It's hard to kind of like put it into words to think that I've come this far really and truthfully. It's hard to put it into words to think that I'm kind of like still going. And to think that, you know, despite everything, despite all the reasons, all the valid reasons that I have to effectively just kind of like hang in the towel, I'm still pushing forward.
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