Right, so Saturday the 28th of September 2024 and the title of today's reflection is going to be Keeping Sight. So as I'm kind of like sat down here just basically trying to stir this cup of lemon honey that I've got here on the side, I'm reflecting about, I'm reflecting over like you
know this kind of like theme that's kind of like you know it's this theme that's kind of like rendering before my mind as I'm kind of like trying to record this reflection and I think it's got something to do with like
you know what I'm going through now which is effectively like a struggle of keeping sight of the very thing that I want and the goal that I'm trying to accomplish. Ultimately I want to put myself in a position where I can do what I'm doing full time and earn from it. You know, of course everybody has the dream of becoming a millionaire or effectively becoming so financially free or so financially competent that they no longer have to go through the
old struggles of having to kind of like make ends meet. But ultimately what I want to do is I want to be able to do this full time because I feel like, not because I believe I have a lot of energy to offer, but because I have a lot of energy to offload when it comes to just kind of like music in general. Like it seems as though like for the past seven days like what has actually been my focus which is like a wrong focus anyway, it is basically finding joy and finding pleasure
in my accomplishments, my small accomplishments no matter how, you know, no matter what they are. Even if that means listening to like a 30 second clip of my own audio recording over and over and over again. Finding the light in the fact that I was actually able to do it despite everything that I'm going through and stuff. It seems as though that seems to be my wrong focus at the moment and I want to be able to just keep sight of the thing that I actually want to accomplish, which is kind of like difficult when you're juggling
so many roles at the same time. Like, you know, at some point I find myself being my own social media manager. I find myself being my own graphics designer, my own, you know, kind of like mixing engineer, my own video director, my own photographer, my own cameraman. And it's hard to kind of like keep sight of all these things. My own administrative my own very own administration, administrative officer my own sales officer, email director, all of these sorts of things
and it's kind of hard to keep sight of the things that I actually want to accomplish. You know I've got so many songs that I want to put out but there's a specific fashion that I want to put them out so that it can actually live longer and you can live better in the hearts of minds of... in the hearts of minds of…whomever stumbles upon my work.
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