I’m not sure where this point will be exactly in my life, but I’m 100% sure this point exists and whether I like it or not I’m gonna have to face it sooner or later. The truth is I can only go so far with half my heart hanging out of pocket, at some point I’m going to have to leap myself fully into music because it’s an all or nothing endeavour. Maybe for some this might not be the case, but when my family is on my back and I have to make sure their future is bright…I need to give this everything that I’ve got.
I’m grateful to myself for having had the patience to work through this entire process despite how painfully slow it’s been at times, how often I’ve been pulled away by people and circumstances that forced me to take a break from my passion for months. I’m grateful that I’ve given myself the opportunity to learn everything as slow as I needed to to really grasp not just what I need to do to make things possible, but to recognise how greatly unique I can make my talent with the right focus in mind.
As the year is drawing to a close with less than 21 days to go, I just want to prepare myself for the big decisions that I’m gonna have to make in order to break out of this toxic cycle of constantly having to war with my work and my family for the passion I enjoy to express. Sooner or later, I’m gonna have to take that leap of faith.
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