I’ve spent the whole day hiding from this post I’m supposed to write, and even as I find the courage to scribble it down now, I still feel like a fraud for what I’m about to say.
I’ve written about it before, but there’s no floor for excuses, the only way is up and through. I try to tell myself this when I feel as though I’m at my wits end with music and music business.
To be at your wits end in both context and modern sense would mean to say you’re done with music, and as much as I hate to admit it I’m far too familiar with both that expression and the feeling that expression usually follows.
Being drained and burned out to the point you don’t want to do music anymore should theoretically, be normal enough to bounce back from it in a blinks notice…but the truth is, for many of us artists out there that simply won’t happen.
Failure sucks, and sometimes it sucks long enough to the point you don’t want to risk the heartache of failing once again, so with that being said and done, many artists give up trying all together.
I must admit I’ve wanted to quit so many times that I’ve lost count, so to feel like quitting here really isint the issue. I do on the other hand need to pull myself out of this period of doubt. A lot of my next moments of success are but a few steps and actions away. I just need to do it.
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