Friday the 23rd of August 2024 and the title of today's reflection is going to be my number one fan. Now again I return to this whole concept of like basically being my own number one fan because I've been going through this kind of like um I guess this kind of like downward
spiral where I'm no longer kind of like feeling um positive about the progression of my own career because again it is very slow it is very stagnant. Definitely for reasons that involve my own creative process,
my own decision making, definitely my own circumstances as well. I genuinely believe that if I allowed myself to just basically immerse myself fully into this thing without allowing myself to get distracted by other aspects of my life, then my progress would be like a lot more on prominent and it will definitely you know The results will reveal themselves a lot sooner than the way they're revealing themselves now However, I returned to this whole notion of being you know Being my number one fan because I have to remind myself on a regular basis that like, you know
The people who let's say for example the artists who are effectively revered the artists that have thousands of fans that are obsessed over them. That is something that has been, in a way, for many artists anyway, has been artificially designed. Yes, of course, there are genuine communities out there where there is genuine love being shown for artists who definitely put out a genuine message or something that's authentic or something that's valuable enough for them to garner a fanbase to a certain extent. But majority of the people that I have observed, majority of the artists that I've grown up listening to, a lot of these fanbases were effectively, I wouldn't say fabricated, but
they were built by the labels in the music industry. And I'm here doing it on my own, so I shouldn't necessarily feel downhearted because I don't have that same love or that same reception. Which is why it's very important for me to love what it is that I do and remember to enjoy it rather than effectively obsessing over how my journey looks or how inconsistent I'm being if that makes any sense at all.
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