Saturday the 21st of September 2024 and you know the title of today's reflection is going to be no time for for anything and this is actually quite scary so you know I'm still kind of like grappling with kind of like my own routine trying to make sure that I still kind of like put myself
in a position where I'm able to equally kind of like effectively kind of like administer or basically pay attention to everything that I need to pay attention to on an equal basis
so as to avoid being a little bit lopsided in certain parameters or certain aspects of my life. So it's kind of like at the moment, my attention seems to be divided between family, work, music, socializing, in and amongst many other things. And the ugly truth behind that really is the fact that, yeah, like I don't even know how to describe it but it's one of those situations where because I don't have that structure
and I don't have that routine like clearly defined, it's making it very easy for me to kind of like become lopsided kind of like with the amount of attention that I pay on any given kind of like task or any given kind of like theme or application of my life. So yeah, like, yeah, like literally like it's kind of scary because it seems as though I'm getting busier and busier and you know you know it's kind of like making it think things are kind of like getting hectic to the point where I'm starting to wander and start to worry
that I'm actually gonna get anything done at all henceforth the kind of like tight or no time for anything really and truthfully but I know that as soon as I kind of like put this structure in place and put this routine in place I will be able to just basically get myself back up on my feet and be able to find a rhythm once again
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