It’s crazy to think that sometimes the fear or excitement that I have in my gut about a specific event manifesting in the foreseeable future can actually be pretty accurate and come to pass.
Apart from expressing the parts of myself that I have to spend most of time hiding from everyone, my music reflects some of the deeper issues that I’ve had to face in the past and in someways…I’m still trying to overcome.
I fell out with someone who once considered me their brother. After years of reflecting over the way things played out between the both of us I realise that for the most part I was in the wrong.
It’s a hard pill for me to swallow because deep down my intentions were to look for an alternative outcome from a situation that really only ends up going in either one of two ways, but I’m not going to get into that.
Yesterday at the performance one of the artist I met was a mutual friend of this brother of mine. I recognised him the moment he walked into the room. It’s funny because as he walked in I was warming up for my performance and he later told me I was really good.
I had to fight every fibre in my being not to tell him that the only reason why I had any talent at all is because I was deeply inspired by the dude we both know, so much so that eventually I ended up telling him.
I’m not entirely sure what I put into the universe by telling him that, but either way this was a situation that deep down was going to arise into my reality sooner or later, and surely enough it came to pass.
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