All right, cool. So Friday the 29th of November 2024 and the title of today's reflection is going to be on top of me. So like Man, like I don't know it feels at the moment it feels like I've overstepped somewhere or like I've made like an error in judgment in the sense of like I've
must have like misplaced or like I must have like miscalculated something somewhere because like I genuinely felt like I was going to be able to just
effectively navigate and be able to kind of like deal with all the pressures that are effectively kind of like mounting up so you know kind of like the birth of my new, the birth of my new kid, new kid, third kid, my third baby daughter I would say you know just music, kind of like music, kind of like getting a little bit busier, me having to adapt to this new position that I've picked up, you know, which is I'm hoping, I'm seriously, seriously hoping turns out to be, I mean, eventful and successful
because it would overturn a massive kind of like financial pitfall that I've been kind of like dealing with for like the past God knows however many years, God knows how many months. I don't really care that much to count. But effectively, I genuinely felt like I was gonna be able to deal with all of this stuff. I felt like I calculated myself,
just basically prepared myself and did everything that I needed to do mentally and physically to just organize myself through this kind of thing. But it feels like I've miscalculated somewhere. It's almost like putting a certain number or kind of like slotting in a certain number on the bench press
thinking that you're going to be able to kind of like lift that weight and then maybe like in the process of you lifting that weight there was kind of like a misstep like an overstep somewhere and or an over compensation and now the bar isn't straight is all just kind of like coming down onto your chest and it just feels a bit like you know on top of me so to speak so like um yeah like with any luck or with any hope away with any joy i might be able to overturn it um like you know i'm
not completely shut down from anything like you know there's always hope for a better future and stuff like that hope for a better tomorrow so um i just need to basically uh pod along and uh see how you know just basically kind of like uh look forward to the next day
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