Okay so Tuesday the 6th of August 2024 and the title of today's reflection is going to be routine balance. So as a result of like my recent call it business venture, call it adventure, call it work, call it effort to kind of like try and get the next bag, get the next check or whatever it
is. Like all of the routine that I had in place in order to promote my song, like you know the I've been able to make a couple of pieces of content here and there and I've been able
myself out there in the slightest but nowhere near as much as what I was doing before in the past. I remember saying I wanted to get like one of my songs or one of my videos, call it song video, whatever it is you want to call it that's out there on YouTube. I wanted to get up to a thousand views, it's currently still sitting at 443 and it's making me wonder where I would have been if I just kept on pushing. Now of course I'm not looking at this from a position
of regret or position of like you know kind of like lack of gratitude I'm really kind of like assessing not necessarily where I went wrong but where I could have improved because the situation is that life is always going to pivot like I'm when I say life is always going to pivot I am always going to have to pivot like one day I'm going to be working here but then I may have to pivot and then start to kind of like you know fulfill a new
routine if that makes sense and you know I kind of like need to be consistent in order to kind of like get the results that I want from the music career that I am trying to build. So yeah like not only has this been affecting kind of like you know my performance when it comes to getting my music out there and getting myself heard but it has also kind of like created an issue when it comes to like me getting back to people. At the moment I fear that
I have like dozens of like messages and people that I need to get back to that I haven't gotten back to purely because of the way that I've had to kind of like pivot to this kind of like new line of work that I've been trying to fulfill and whilst it's not completely demanding it does kind of like take me out of my creative space and at the moment I'm just trying to learn how to balance it all.
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