Tuesday the 8th of October 2024 and the title of today's reflection is going to be shareability. So like um I feel like I'm starting to get to a point where I've got nothing else left to give really and truthfully like what I mean about that specifically is like I'm starting to now revert back to
an original version of myself which is kind of like more focused towards myself. I was more self-focused rather than I was, kind of like who I was in recent history,
someone who always kind of like was inverted in that sense, as in always putting other people before me. I'm slowly but surely becoming to the realisation that as much as I do feel and I do empathize for the suffering of others I'm not entirely certain and I'm not entirely convinced that I've been placed on this freaking planet to like save other people like other people just basically if they can't save themselves then it makes it even less likely so that somebody will be able to save them because effectively
what happens is that that person then becomes a facilitator for that person's inability to effectively become accountable of their own fricking actions. So with that being said, I'm kind of like taking, not necessarily precautions, but I am becoming a lot more kind of like self-orientated and just basically kind of like making sure that I'm okay, rather than constantly making sure if other people are okay, because I tend to find that that's a constant and never-ending cycle.
and usually it ends up in my own energy, my own efforts, and my own kind of like resources being drained purely for the benefit of other people not having to kind of like take accountability for their own actions. As it turns out, I guess, you know, this is a very kind of like, it's an era in which everybody is self-centered and everybody is kind of like focused on gaining as much as possible, gaining as much as possible whilst at the same time have very little to give in return.
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