Two minutes into my shift and the first thing someone says to me is “What the f**k are you doing in on a Friday?”. I shrugged my shoulders and laughed not really knowing what to say, but also laughed to myself accepting that this is how we greet each other at work instead of waving or saying a simple hello.
Anyway, I’ve been at work for almost 6 hours but really I wish I was at home doing some sort of rehearsal for this open mic on Sunday. For some reason the excitement has turned into nervousness but it makes sense why: when I don’t feel fully prepared for something my mind goes into overdrive and the worrisome thoughts soon begin to work their way into my body.
Now the solution is as simple as going home, finding time to sit down and get some raw vocals out of my mouth and practice until I feel as close to confident as possible. The trouble is though, I’m not sure when I’m gonna find the time. Tomorrow I’ll be in London at the Ultimate Seminar and for the most of Sunday before I leave to go to this open mic I’ll be looking after my daughters.
The only thing I’ve got going for me is the fact that I’m not so much intimidated by crowds. I can look people in the eye long enough to leave a good impression and if I have something really good to say I’m usually able to hold peoples attention.
Thinking over my 15 minute set (forgot to mention that’s how long my slot will be), I might have to change my original plan to perform 3 songs and do 2 instead with the chance to address the audience. It’s all daunting when I have little time to prepare but pressure isin’t always a bad thing. I’m gonna squeeze as much practice as I can on Sunday
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