I just woke up from the craziest dream. No normally, the things that would generally constitute a dream as “crazy” would often involve some sort of wild Adventure compiled with a series of unrealistic scenarios that don't really make much sense.
In this instance however, the reason why I constitute this dream as crazy is because of its highly distinctive, accurate, and specific representation of the insecurities I have held about certain events that I have experienced in my relatively recent past.
It's safe to say that I haven't had a dream like this in a very long time, so much so to the point where I'm having to ask myself if I have ever had a dream like this before.
Science argues that sadly dreams never really have anything to do with the people you dream about i.e. there is no spiritual connection between let's say me and a person I once had a deep connection with.
Science in fact argues that the things I dream about are more correlated I guess with my brains effort to store and organise the events that have taken place in recent history, or in other words the things that I have recorded through my senses and threw my experiences.
What I can't seem to shake on the other hand, is that with this particular dream, not only was the scenario void of anything that had occurred in recent history, not only was this scenario glued together with elements that are highly relevant to a chain of events that have occurred in recent history, this dream was also glued together unlike any other dream I ever had.
This dream was glued in a way in which everything that occurred in it made absolute sense in correlation to everything that happened in my life regarding this specific situation that's been hovering on my mind for years now.
I have discerned perhaps that some very deep questions related to my experience are still left on unanswered, and that perhaps there are some deep seated feelings that still exist within my heart despite my efforts to deny them all this while. All I know now, is that I now wish to understand myself more, and I am more grateful for the opportunity the music provides me to unpack the inner laying of my very being.
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