Okay, Friday the 20th of December 2024 and wow like I just literally started looking at my calendar and I've noticed that there's just less than 10 days I think there's less than 14 days left to 2024 and you know what am I really what do I really want to talk about here I actually
don't know I'm really just going with the flow of things at the moment. And one thing I can clearly say is that things haven't gone according to plan, like when it comes to this year. And this seems to be a recurring theme as well. I always don't seem to output the same amount of like work that I kind of like hope to achieve. And this just goes to show that I have a little bit of an issue with between, you know,
with my relationship with reality and my relationship with my expectations. Like this kind of like is a little bit of a continuation of what I was talking about yesterday when it comes to life. Life in general, it's easier to effectively accept life for what it is as opposed to trying to fit life into whatever box or whatever kind of maze we create in our mind of how things are supposed to be. That's effectively something that I'm
having to learn a lot as I begin to grow older. Again, I no longer have the same the same power the same dexterity the same sense of freedom that I had when I was younger I have a little bit more wisdom I have a little bit of knowledge but that doesn't necessarily mean that it comes with power and it's effectively putting me in the state of mind I guess in this position where I'm effectively beginning to focus on the things about life that just basically keep me stable, keep me sane, keep me happy, keep
me joyful and keep me peaceful, you know, because this is effectively the fundamentals and with that being said I would like to kind of like call the title of today's reflection The Last Week. I don't really know what to say really to be fair. I've got a lot of things to be here. I'm content to have lived thus far. I guess I'm just looking for ways to just kind of like keep on going forward and just
keep on trying to maintain this balance of contentment in my personal, small, yet somewhat vast and, you know, insignificant in the grand scheme of things, my little life.
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