Right now I'm supposed to be happy. Like, I'm actually supposed to be happy because one of the problems that I encountered yesterday, a problem that I genuinely believed I was going to struggle to overcome, especially at the time in which I was dealing with this problem, like just effectively, not necessarily disappeared, I was able to overcome it.
So I'm supposed to be happy right now. I'm supposed to be pleased. To give a little bit of context behind this issue like you know I've been trying to or hoping for the opportunity to make my social media platform you know my website at the very bare minimum as interactive as possible like you know the music industry nowadays although to be fair the music industry has always always like you know historically been highly competitive.
Everybody wants to be a superstar and especially now in 2024 when all of these resources you know resources like you know home you know homegrown studios and like you know kind of like digital streaming platforms these things that are now available to the public have now created an era where anybody can pick up a pen and pad, anybody can create something on their computer and anybody can effectively put a song out. So like, you know, me putting out music is no better than, you
know, just basically like, you know, dropping a, you know, a bottle of water in the ocean. It literally has zero to no impact. So I'm in the process of trying to make my website as interactive as possible, as connectable as possible in the sense I want people to have you know as much of an opportunity to connect with me as possible And I want to make it interactive. This is why I've kind of like transgressed. I don't even know if that's a word I've moved on from Making you know kind of like writing these posts to just basically speaking it. You know speaking these notes and Effectively created, and you know I've been hoping that I've you know that I can somehow find a way to incorporate my voice into these reflections because when somebody listens to them as they are reading them, it also creates an
opportunity for them to connect with me as a person. And one of the things that I was hoping to accomplish yesterday, but then at the same time, I was also scared that I wasn't going to be able to accomplish was like, you know, effectively like incorporating and putting in that file that effectively will play as somebody stumbles onto like one of my posts and they're reading through it like I was almost petrified that I wasn't going to be able to make that happen and I made it happen literally within two and a half minutes or something and I was supposed to be happy about that but I'm not like because when I looked at it again and it was perfectly fine, it's still perfectly functional but Irealized that there was something a little bit kind of like off with the display and how it's displayed it doesn't really look um it doesn't look right there's this thing called the golden ratio that I don't really want to get into at the moment but you can tell when something just doesn't look right you just look at it and it just feels like something is out of place so I kind of like spent like the last I don't know maybe like 30-45 minutes trying to get it right. But I can't because like I'm outside, like, you know, this Chinese restaurant where I'm kind of like engaging in my side hustle.
And so my head is in like two different places at the same time at the moment. I'm trying to focus on this job. Like, I want to really, really nail down this freaking thing that I want to, you know, this thing for my website I want to get right. And, you know, I'm just basically here recording this freaking voice note. It's all in the great fun of wanting to become a freaking voice note. It's all in the great fun of wanting to become a freaking music entrepreneur and I just absolutely love it.
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