It's near enough 4am in the morning and right now I couldn't think of anything better to do than to go back to sleep. Getting ready to go to work has never felt so difficult and to be honest, it's not helping with my motivation to stay alive at this point. Jee I just hope I don't wind up becoming someone who ALWAYS moans about the struggle of being alive and how it's simply too much for me. At the same time though 50 Cent couldn't have put it any better, death has to be easy, because life is hard.
07:36 - Okay so I've been home for over an hour now and my feet are aching but trust me when I say they've been a lot worse! It's safe to say that I ate this 12 hour shift alive because I didn't even look at the clock before 2pm this afternoon. I keep getting stopped every now and then by people notice me jotting things down on my notebook (Lyrics obviously), and one thing that they keep wondering is if I'm actually writing anything down or if I've gone coockoo!
I usually tell them it's a bit of both to get a laugh out of it, but yeah today pretty much blew right by and right now I'm sat in my office with this bottle of Kopparberg inviting me it's land of cool and sweet relaxation...(sigh) I really do need to cut down (Quit) on the alcohol. Looking forward to the sleep I'm going to get tonight so finger crossed I don't procrastinate on that!
Made Eze.
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