03:38 in the morning and my mind is bouncing all over the imaginary walls of my virtual mind. The truth is I don't really have to think about much so far as today is concerned. All I have to do is hop in the shower, get dressed for work, make my lunch and eat my breakfast then head to work when the time is right. All I have to do whilst I'm there is put one foot in front of another for 12 hours and hey presto! Job's a gud' un' as the English folk would say.
I can feel something burning in me (Not literally but you get the point), and whenever this happens I can always tell that I'm due to make some massive changes in my current routine and way of going around things. The truth is things are moving too slow for my comfort, and If I'm being honest I'm not being disciplined enough to breakthrough anything that I've got planned in this crazy mind of mine. The issue is and always has been to remain in flight once I take off. Something is always bound to catch me off guard before I fall back down, finding myself in the same confused state I've been in the for the last God knows how many months.
18:30 now and work burned by at a nice and steady pace. I'm beginning to pick up this habit of referring to the way in which time passes by in the same way one would refer to the way in which a cigar burns. Whilst I'm no smoker myself there are people out there who comment on the quality of a cigar, some burn good and some burn bad but it's same old smoke to me! But yes there are times when time burns badly and therefore way too slow and sometimes time burns nicely when it's fast and you're having too much fun to notice it flying by.
So yes work burned through decently, all in the while I was reading this book called Tweet Cute which has actually gripped a hold over me (Pretty much half way through it now). The rest of my evening was peaceful and I hope I can use the rest of the week wisely because boy oh boy do I still have lots to do!
Made Eze.
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