Alright cool so Wednesday the 1st of January 2025 and the title of today's reflection is going to be Top of the World. Now, what can I say man, a new year, a new me, a very typical cliche thing to say. Obviously I'm recording this as a freaking voice vlog thing but then it's going to
be all translated and it's going to come up in like written form so I'm not really sure if you guys are going to be able to tell that I'm being sarcastic but like yeah like right now I am really
feeling like I'm top of the world you know I can't lie to you it's just one of those things where like as bad as things could be like trust me that they could be so bad right now and things you know are okayish like you know I'm definitely better now than where I was like you know maybe two months ago three months ago it could be so much worse like my dad always used to say like this used to be like the the law of mercy you know I mean it's just kind of like one of those things really
and truthfully where like yeah top of the world I've got that top of the world feeling because um you know I don't it's not for any particular reason but it's because I'm beginning to learn how to really just kind of like depend more so on my outlook and on my attitude towards things rather than having certain things set in place because really and truthfully and this might be a bit cliche and a bit too religious for some people's taste but all of a ground is sinking sand like I'm
not even joking because it's like if you think about it with all of a ground being sinking sand and I'm not trying to make an argument for that but I'm just trying to basically come to the realization that wait hold on a minute like what if it's a situation where like you know let's say for example like a car a house a partner a job a certain location a certain garb that you're wearing or a certain pair of trainers or whatever it is all of those things can come and go at any point and
they kind of like go you know they come and go like escalators so to speak so that one minute you might have this car then that gets broken into or that gets stolen or whatever and then you get another car and then you change after that. Like you know, life here is just literally like an ocean and like you know, it's always emotion, things are always emotion. So like having that happiness depend on whatever it is that, you know, it's kind of like flowing
emotion. It's a bit more of a lose-lose type of situation because it's like if you need to have all of those things set in stone, great wife, great job, great freaking car, great kind of like clothes or whatever it is you know I'm saying it's like you know great eyelashes great you know great technology great wealth great whatever it is and all of these things if you
need to have that in order for you to kind of like have that contentment and have that sense of fulfillment and that sense of joy and comfort and for you know kind of like you know that's that sense of wholesomeness in your heart then it's a bit of a lose-lose situation because you know at any one point any one of those things can get taken away. One minute the freaking partner goes, and then the next minute the car goes, and then the next minute the
trainers go, whatever it is. It might not all happen at once, but like you know, if one of those things go all of a sudden, like you know, somebody's kind of like taking the jam out of your donut, all of a sudden it's raining, even though like you know, it could be literally at the brightest, it could be the sunniest, and it could be the healthiest day in the entire freaking year, in the entire freaking decade, and yet for some reason you feel like it's raining you feel like it's
raining you feel like it's cold like that's your basically your mental and your emotional attitude and it's just kind of like you gotta ask yourself like you know is it really worth it going through all of that stress just to kind of like you know buy yourself fulfillment like my mom always used to say spending money you know just to buy myself trouble all I'm saying is that I'm top of the world man I'm just on top of the world
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