So it's a Monday afternoon and I'm currently running around like a headless chicken Because it seems as though like time is basically not on my hands but um at the end of the day, I guess that this is just a way that life goes like you just Things don't always go your way things are not always perfectly You know, they're not perfectly lined up for you to just basically breeze your way through whatever it is that you want to accomplish.
Like these hurdles and these twists and turns bend in ways that you can't even imagine. Even if you want to imagine the most treacherous obstacle course that you could possibly think of so that you can try to cope with the magnitude of stress and the magnitude of challenges that you will undergo. Like it's never going to marry up to what you're actually going to go through. Like being unprepared, you know, being unprepared or being kind of like inexperienced for the obstacles that you're supposed to face. That is something that you're going to be unprepared for whether you're prepared for it or not. And it's more so about your ability to just basically kind of like deal with the stress that you're in and being able to kind of like move forward.
That is basically, that is effectively kind of like where the magic basically happens. You cannot effectively kind of like sugarcoat your way through some kind of like, you know, healthy, you know, healthy compromise. Like there is the situation, there is the outcome that you effectively make in your own head and the outcome that reality effectively offers you and you know I like to think that in my own head what happens is that basically in my own head I run this scenario and in this scenario I am very
competent, I am prepared I've got everything checked out and you know in this scenario I become successful in what it is that I'm trying to do. However, because of my ego and because of other things I guess, like you know I have a habit of effectively running this scenario in such a way that I become the victor, but unfortunately life doesn't work like that. In any case, that's all that I have to say for today, because I kind of like have to rush, I have to move on to other things and hopefully I'll be able I kind of like have to rush, I have to move on to other things and hopefully I'll be able to come up with something more cohesive as the week goes along.
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