Alright cool, so right now I’m asking myself: “What does it mean to have an unshakable belief?”. Does having an unshakable belief evolve around a complete absence of doubt? I really do wonder because in my time being alive it’s really challenging to exist without the minimal experience of doubt, and I’m beginning to suspect that if one is able to exist without ever experiencing doubt, something must be awfully wrong.
I’m asking myself these questions because right I’m reflecting over my life since I’ve decided to push further into the manifestation of my rap career, and I’ve come to the conclusion that no matter what, I will always be able to get back on my feet. No matter how dark, how deep and how devilish in nature my downfalls may be…somehow someway I know that I will come out on the other side stronger than ever before.
Heck right now things are far from certain and that’s what’s funny. I have every reason to stay up restless and fill my head with negative thoughts of doubt, but right now I’m laying down on my bed with my eyes half open catching up on my reflections without a care in the world: like my bills don’t need paying every month and as if my children don’t depend on me to be super disciplined.
The truth is after a while of sinking, swimming and sinking again, I’ve come to a slow conclusion that the life I’m living will always be up and down: what comes up will come down, and what will go down will inevitably go up again.
I’m always open to change my mind though, change is the only thing that’s constant, and growth is but the only thing we really experience in this universe.
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