Okay, so once again I'm outside, it's pretty cloudy. When I say it's pretty cloudy as in I'm looking up at the sky and it's totally freaking grey. Grey that I can't even distinguish like you know one cloud from another like it feels like I'm just looking up and like I'm just seeing this
entire like this massive blanket of just greyness and you know it's not particularly bad like you know it's not like it's the end of the world in any case it's just that I'm worried that it's going to rain soon and if it rains all over my technology ie the technology that I'm using to record this
voice right now it's not going to be a particularly great result but anyway yeah so I'm outside I'm thinking about a bunch of different things like I'm trying to deal with this issue that I have at the moment so I've got my laptop somewhere buried in my bag somewhere at work at the moment and I'm thinking about how I'm going to be able to schedule all of my content despite the fact that I've forgotten my charger at home. I don't know if this makes any particular sense but without a laptop charger, if my laptop runs out of battery then I'm not going to be able to charge my laptop meaning I won't be able to schedule my content.
This is just one of the problems that I'm facing at the moment. There's a bunch of other things that's kind of going on and I'm slowly but surely beginning to grow sick and tired of not having enough time to do things. I know that my time management isn't great, there's room for improvement in that regard, but at the same time, it's like, you know, at the moment it feels like all of the keys on a piano are being played at the same time and I need to distinguish one note from another in order to be able to work through the things that I need to work through in an efficient and actual successful manner. But nevertheless, I'm still here, kind of like working my way through the process. At least I've been able to catch up on my diary.
This is a good thing. When I get home, if I get home, and I say that because like despite the fact that I'm working from 6am to 6pm today, I will need to hustle my way to the restaurant, the restaurant where I kind of like, you know, get on with my side hustle and do all other bits and pieces and stuff like that. You know, a restaurant that I'm supposed to kind of like get to at 5 p.m. but I'm gonna have to somehow find a way to explain to them that look, like, I had this other job that I had to do and it's just, it's all just great fun at the moment, it's all just great fun and yet again none of it has got anything to do with music but at the end of the day it is what it is.
I'm going to try to kind of like catch up on all of this, everything that's just effectively going on. It is a rough patch, it is a bad wave but it's a wave that I'm willing, that's the most important thing, I'm willing to go through it. It's all about just effectively like you know looking deep within oneself, finding that ball of energy that you know, it's almost that desire, that strong desire to just persevere and go through and just effectively following through on that emotion and just using that emotion to work through these rough patches.
Like there's nothing that's going to keep me down, not at this point. I mean for goodness sakes I've been doing this for way too long.
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