It’s dead quiet at home at the moment and the atmosphere is almost surreal. It’s the perfect environment for me to listen to my thoughts and ideas whirring away but at the same time I must admit I’m experiencing quite the writer’s block.
I’d say the reason being has something to do with the face I’ve been writing for 8 weeks straight now, and blindly writing things down naturally brings me back to places I’ve already been to without even knowing it if that makes sense. At what point do I continue to jot my reflections down if I’m basically repeating myself over and over again?
I’m sure I’ve written about turbulent times before, but this title popped into my mind and I thought it would be a good basis for me to wrap my reflections around. I’m sure I would have explored something to do with mindsets and expectations because guaran-damn-teed the next person who acts upon a desire to be great will face challenges and adversities.
I’ve also touched a little upon the reality that victory won’t always carry those glossy endings that I often see in movies and motivational speaking YouTube videos, so now I’m trying to express where my mind is at currently with this title in mind without running the risk of repeating myself.
It’s crazy because right now my mind is fully blank, but at the same time saturated with all the information I’ve been absorbing about World War 2 after watching All Quiet On The Wester Front and Downfall.
The only thing I can really leave these notes with is the reality that we can truly without a doubt become the leaders of our own demise, the traitors of our own destiny. Sometimes we have to make sure we’re not ruining the value of our present lives for the hope of obtaining a better one.
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