Honestly I'm beginning to find that it's getting harder and harder to get out of bed at four am. Wait...Have I written about this already? Who knows?! Anyway yes, I'm trying not to make my entire blog about my poor physical and mental health but at the rate in which I'm going things really are becoming trickier to change or slow down.
I posted on facebook for the second time in a longtime today. It was only a joke about the windows not working because they're meant to bring in air to circulate and cool the room, but nothing was happening because of how bleeding hot the weather has been! My mum called me not long after my post near enough butchering me to know what I meant by that post...and this is where I open up about how much of myself she doesn't understand about me because I've had to hide that part of myself from her.
When the culture you're born in demands a certain aesthetic within every individual (I.E Studious, God fearing and hard working boy or girl), and you find yourself out of sync with their ideas you begin to fake a huge part of your personality for everyones sake. So yeah my mum freaked out because I was merely being myself. That's all I have for today.
Made Eze.
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