Thursday the 28th of September 2024 and the title of today's reflection is going to be why I'm doing it. Like um you know I think I owe it to myself and I pretty much owe it to anybody who listens. Kind of like my humility as well and my earnesty kind of like when it comes to like
expressing like the way that I'm feeling right now. It's a little bit you know it's a little bit strange to do so but at the same time I don't know if I want to say that it feels right but that'll be a bit cliche and whatnot but I'll go into it anyway. Like yeah, the reason why I'm doing it has got, you know, I've been
reminded by that today, let's just say that much. I've been reminded that I'm doing this because like you know, somebody out there just believes in me. Somebody out there believes in me and they chose to believe in me when everybody else couldn't understand or couldn't take time to listen or couldn't really kind of like wrap their head around why I was so obsessed with this thing that I'm doing, this thing that I'm doing now, trying to kind of like become a content creator, trying to become a rap artist, trying to effectively express
I'm doing it because somebody effectively like you know put their faith and put their believe in me and they put their trust in me and you know I have everybody else who effectively kind of like doubted me or didn't have the time they told me to keep on going and the feeling of just like not being able to pull through the feeling of like not being able to come out and you know kind of like be the very thing that they said I was going to be, do the very things they said I was going to do
just feels like it was like I'm letting somebody down. It's just something that I can't quite face and this is the reason why I'm doing it. Not only because of that but also because whether I like it or not, whether this was done deliberately or whether this was done kind of like subconsciously or unknowingly, I've somehow put myself in a position where despite the fact that people may not admit it overtly, people look up to me, people are inspired by what I do, people look to me for
support and I can't let them see that, I can't show them that life can effectively strike me down after the first blow. I have to show that I can keep on going because it puts faith and it puts hope in them as well. So yeah, I think that's as earnest as I'm going to be. Hopefully that was enough. Until next time.
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