Monday the 15th of July 2024 and the title of this reflection is going to be wish I was single. Now like yeah it sounds absolutely crazy the title sounds absolutely insane because like you know it's almost like suggesting that I wish I was in a situation where I was kind of like single
and I didn't have any children but the demand from this kind of like music journey that I'm on does make me wish that. Of course, you know, I can't look back at my life with any regrets because like, you know, that's only going
to instill, you know, kind of like a negative attitude. But then at the same time, like what I was trying to say earlier is that literally, you know makes me wish that I didn't have responsibilities and other avenues like I am literally having to stretch myself extremely thin just to be able to kind of like cope with the demand of being a father, the demand of being a partner, the demand of just basically being you know you know having to just basically you know fit the many pockets and many roles within kind of like my own music journey but you
know even from a financial point of view like at the moment there's there's an event that I'm supposed to be going to like an event that isn't free it's costing me about 75 pounds and I just literally do not have that money in my I just basically cannot afford it there's also like another event that I'm supposed to go to which again isn't going to be free and again I cannot like
And sometimes, not even sometimes, like all the times, like when I actually reflect and realize how I still want to do this, and I still push against all of these demands, despite the fact that it is extremely hard, it's a sign that I'm meant to be here. It's a sign that I definitely want to do this.
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