Okay, Thursday evening. Wow, how does it feel to be 30 years old? Amazing, absolutely amazing. The funny thing is, is that for some reason the millennial generation and every single generation that comes after that feels funny about getting old. But right now if I'm being honest and if I'm being sincere maybe I might be a little bit gullible or a bit delusional.
I think delusional is the right word. If I'm being sincere and if I'm being delusional, I would say that it doesn't, like I'm not old. I would literally say that I'm not old. Everything is just a perspective. When I compare myself or at the very bare minimum, when I, you know, look at my life and look at the people that surround myself with especially the people that I'm inspired by Especially the people that I'm inspired by I'm not even halfway there yet the people that I spend majority of the time Listening to are people that are at least twice my age people that have definitely lived and people that I've got stories to tell and
When it comes you know when it comes from that perspective, I'm not particularly old. I still have so much of my life left to live. In any case, where was I? Oh yeah, somewhere along the lines of like Thursday evening. I'm not entirely certain what I want to make this reflection about. I'm beginning to learn that, you know, life isn't necessarily about being happy all the time. I mean, being happy all the time just feels like a little bit of an impossibility.
And even when I try to be happy all the time, it feels like I'm only digging myself a hole, a hole for me to be, you know, kind of like miserable in. It feels as though like, you know, this notion of trying to kind of like, you know, remain happy in a world or in a surrounding where like, you know, emotions kind of like weave and wave with the meandering kind of like experiences that we all freaking go through. Like, I feel like being alive is about experiencing a range of different emotions, going through different moods, kind of like being in different states of mind.
And I really want to explore that. I want to kind of like write it down, not necessarily turn it into a theory as such, but begin to paint it in a way in which I can illustrate what this actually looks like or what this sounds like in a song. Anyway, that's all, that's it from me, I guess it's been your future favourite rap artist, your future favourite 30 year old rap artist and this is me signing off. your future favourite 30 year old rap artist and this is me signing off.Thank you.
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